how do you defeat the fear of failure?

I realized that I don’t really put myself out there, don’t really try things (rather just taste them), making more and more excuses to myself why not to do. Thinking right away about the end result “so what will I get out of it?” Is it worth the time? well, yeah ok, but what if I fail? I just wasted time on something that I can’t do well.

mmmm……

usually it’s either I don’t have much to say like now and don’t bother to post it or it’s too much I want to say I don’t really want to start. but the wind might be changing. this time I told myself just write and post see what happens who cares write for one minute… this past 7 days I had another thing I wanted to do but always keeps on pushing it off because it’s so long and will take me a lot to organize, but I said just do a few kinda like one minute. (it’s a few old to-do lists of things or ideas I had so I want to go over them and organize)

mmm actually I might have thought one minute but I think I said more like “just a little bit”

hoping to keep this going

thanks for reading

lili

~ by LiLi on March 17, 2009.